Supposed to see her tonight, but things have been off lately. Her texts are short and not as frequent as they used to be. somethings gotta be going on or wrong. it usually does. remember to keep strong tonight, if she doesn't blow you off. i really think she will though. i can feel it in my gut. BUT, keep strong, don't take her hand, let her take yours. don't fucking kiss her. let her kiss you. This is starting to kill me, i just want to make
her happy. i know i can. All she has to do is let go of whatever it is that's holding her back
which brings me to my next thought. what the fuck does she see in me? is it even anything? or is it just because i'm there, and she knows i can keep a secret. The way she squeezes into me when i hold her, or the way she holds my hand tight tells me she wants this to be something, but her actions and lack of words confuse the fuck out of me.
she never says i love you to me anymore, i've got to say it first. she never even sends me text message hearts or smiliey faces anymore.this is going to end soon, isn't it?
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